hmph

Do you ever feel like your significant other is holding you back?  
That's kind of how I'm feeling right now.  I have just been cruising around Facebook and I ended up on two of my ex's sites and one is engaged and the other just got married!  I had no idea!  I'm not upset about that because I have no desire to be married right now, but when looking at their pictures...they just seemed so happy and in love.  There were pictures of the couples snuggling and smiling and being generally in love...and there were pictures of them out doing things, together!  We never go anywhere :(  We always just stay home and watch movies or something.  I think I'm bored with him and my life.  I feel like I'm being held back in every way.  I don't even want to live in Sandusky but he refuses to leave!  He doesn't even want to live in this horrible city!  He never cuddles me or holds my hand...I don't know..maybe I'm just being melodramatic, but I am definitely feeling lonely, and slightly robbed, unhappy.  I want to do something with my life, but I feel like I'll never have the chance.  


I really wish I hadn't moved away from Columbus.